Author Archives: adorweiler

After you lose someone, you know that you are going to experience important milestones without them. For me, since the loss of my mother, there have been a few…. The hardest one was defenitely graduating from my high school and passing my Cambridge C1 Level Exam. The part that makes it so hard, also makesContinue reading “Milestones”

In reality, the pain of losing someone doesn’t go away. They say it gets easier over time and it has. Not easier to live my life without her but it gets easier to deal with the constant pain that I’m in. Sometimes the tiniest things can make me upset. Sometimes I laugh so hard thatContinue reading “Do you ever stop grieving?”

The realisation of losing my mother never really came… Especially the first weeks/months without her felt as if she was on vacation. I have 2 older brothers and one lives at his own place in Amsterdam, the other one was studying in America when we lost our mom. The older one did everthing he couldContinue reading “The first weeks without her”