Author Archives: adorweiler

“It does not matter where you go and what you study, what matters most is what you share with yourself and the world.”  ~ Santosh Kalwar I have to say; it is kind of terrifying to know that after the next 7 weeks of studying, my classes at Zuyd University of Applied Sciences will beContinue reading “My bachelor is almost over”

Music has healing power. It has the ability to take people out of themselves for a few hours ~ Elton John I have been with my mom in the music orchestra for years before she passed and since I started playing the orchestra has been my second family. Mum was loved within the orchestra. TheContinue reading “My second family”

I’ll be there someday, I can go the distanceI will find my way if I can be strongI know every mile would be worth my while~ Go the distance, Hercules When thinking of survivors you think of people who have survived cancer, an auto crash or any other traumatic event. However, so many people doContinue reading “Surviving”

‘If you have a surreal life like I do, you’ve got have fun along the way’ ~ Victoria Beckham Imagine being on vacation, lying on the beach with your eyes closed and thinking of a life that could’ve been…. Having a house with your life partner, a little family; with kids or animals or both.Continue reading “Surreal life”

‘It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.’ ~ J.K. Rowling I cannot express how difficult it is to somehow get closure for losing someone. How hard it is to not dwell on what could’ve been different if that person would still be here. I can’t tell you have often IContinue reading “Do not let it define you”

‘Brother and sister, together as friends, ready to face whatever life sends‘ ~ Robert Brault Let’s talk about the bond between brother and sister. I can write you one big piece on the love I feel for my brothers but that hasn’t always been the case. We faught when we were younger and hell weContinue reading “Siblings”

‘One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.’ ~ Bob Marley It has been about a month since I last wrote for you all. Not because I didn’t want to, but because I had some very busy weeks. Honestly, when it comes to music I think I could write aContinue reading “Music”

‘No one is actually dead until the ripples they cause in the world die away.’ ~ Terry Pratchett Losing someone suddenly or slowly hurts. It hurts so bad, sometimes you can’t even breathe. When you lose someone they live on in memories, pictures, videos, online profiles and through their loved ones. But when you loseContinue reading “Memorials”

I want to do this section once a month where I want to give a shoutout to one of the people who helped me through the last couple of years. I want to start this off with a post about one of my brothers. In the picture, you can see one of my older brothers,Continue reading “Appreciation Post”

‘Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream.’ ~ Euripides People often ask me; how are you doing? How have you been? What’s life like without her in it? Honestly, how is a person supposed to answer such questions? How are you doing? ‘Yeah, I’m alright.’ But honestly, I’m not, but if IContinue reading “The stabbing feeling of the loss”